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Showing posts with label beanies. Show all posts

Tuesday, 14 July 2026

Post 646 Stars and squares

I should have known from the complex, colourful sunrise that greeted my opening eyes on Wednesday that it would be a challenging day. It was the day of my presentation on Anglo-Saxon Embroidery to WES - a preparatory run of the one I have agreed to give to a tour group in August. To my relief it went well. There was a lot of interest and a couple of useful suggestions.While I was giving it, two messages came into my phone, one from my Pilates tutor asking me to change my booking for the next day, the other from the coffee machine service mechanic. 
At the end of the session I managed to message Pilates and cancel for this week. 

Returning the coffee machine call proved  complicated ( if your call is about….) so I called in briefly on the way to the audiologist.
My machine had a new part and was working.  After a discussion with Henry, the serviceman, I suspect the chipped interior part he found had been the cause of the malfunction for the last 7 months, since, in fact, they last serviced it! I left Henry to make one more check and dashed to the audiologist, where my hearing aid turned out not to be broken. On the spot, the brilliant Rada wired me up, determining that the problem had been a small deposit of wax blocking my eardrum and creating an echo! The wax has now moved of its own accord. Recommended treatment is to syringe my ears twice, rather than once, a week and kept using the hearing aids! I went back and collected the coffee machine. By now I had too much gear for a single trip from car to apartment so began with the heavy bag of books from the WES presentation. That’s when I discovered the message that there was a parcel waiting for me at the post office! 
 
By the time my brother called around 4pm, I was slumped in a chair, the coffee machine operating and the Wordle done. I also knew that the Australian-made, merino wool trousers in the parcel would fit me and that, with no Pilates the next day, I might be able to take up the just released OfficeWorks trade-in offer on Apple devices to replace my much-loved but dying iPad mini!

I finished another JusticeNet beanie before falling asleep.

My hopes for an easy resolution to the iPad demise was short-lived. The trade-in message had been poorly worded. The offer is only online, and my local OfficeWorks does not have any iPad minis in stock. I did get helpful information however. I now know how to delete all data from my tablet and how to go about getting a trade-in, regardless of how I buy a replacement. I also confirmed that the manufacturer recently upped the prices of the current product range by $200 an item!. That seems an odd way of preparing for the new range release in 3 months time! I'm better informed, but still not clear what to do, so for the moment I keep using the old one. In the meantime I began the next tea box lid, opting for The Stars of Winter.
I made steady progress, so on Friday, having used up my archival supplies on last week’s tea box, I did a round trip to OfficeWorks to pick up some acid-free backboard, to Spotlight (slowly, through the roadworks on South Rd) for acid-free wadding, then the butcher, greengrocer and supermarket for supplies for Monday’s moussaka. 
Saturday morning therefore, was taken up making the moussaka. It rained on and off so, in between showers, I made time to finally plant the lobelia I had bought for the wall garden so it could benefit. I had just finished cleaning up the kitchen ( messy business, moussaka) when our Pod Rep rang to chat and tell me I could go ahead with cleaning the balcony vents.  When we hung up, half an hour later, I returned a call I’d missed from an old work colleague, long retired from the Federal Public Service, wanting to consult me on a paper he is writing. Hearing from him was a joy and occupied another 35 minutes, after which coffee was called for and I returned to those Winter Stars.
I finished the embroidery o n Saturday and blocked it on overnight, mounting it on Sunday. It's not yet delivered. When it is I will post more details. There was a lot of rain, and, unfortunately, my ceiling drip returned. The inspection is scheduled for Monday of next week with Shane, who will also clean the vents on my balcony verandah.. 

I switched briefly to knitting, to create a few samples. A granddaughter wants help to knit a blanket so I am experimenting with a few chunky yarns.. I'm going to suggest 12 ply (top 2). 16 ply (lower) would be faster, but is not machine washable. A garter stitch produces a larger sample than stocking stitch, so there is a lot to take into account. Today I order several more balls of 12 ply in various shades of green. 

This was a welcome break this evening. Earlier in the day I had begun the embroidery for the next tea box, this time the Anna Scott Galah Ripe for Picking. 

I have doubled the size so it will fit the tea box lid more substantially.  It's quite slow-going and fairly compicated. I have just started on the needle lace body of the galah. It's hard on my eyes, and is likely to take a while. You can see why I took a knitting break!








The rain is benefiting the back balcony  There are numerous spots looking lush and verdant.

My eyes are feeling the strain of today's embroidery. I think it's time for bed and an eye mask.

Tuesday, 23 June 2026

Post 643 Mainly Music and Knitting.


Another enervating ASO concert, the second this year in their Matinee series. From my seat in the front row l’ve recovered from examining the shoes of the performers and moved to watching body movements and facial expression. It’s really interesting that most violinists  really move their bodies into the music. Elizabeth Layton in particular uses every muscle in her face as well as her body, to signal both her joy and signals to the other players.
I enjoyed the program, especially the first item. It's a pleasant way to spend a morning, with and easy ride each way on the city loop bus.
It was raining enough for me to carry an umbrella, something I rarely need to do in Adelaide.I didn't need to use it. 

Rather than compete with those heading to the Art Gallery for lunch I headed for the bus and when I got out stopped at A Prayer for the Wild at Heart for Yellow Fin Whiting. It was warm enough to sit outside. The rain returned with a vengeance around 5pm.

I had been up early that morning to finish the Berwick cardigan, so I could wear it to the concert. At the last minute I decided I  would be too hot - a wise decision. You can read all about it in my embroidery blog if interested.
The temperature has dropped and I have worn it almost every day since. It's very big, wraps around, is easy to take on and off, and stays with the help of a brooch.

I was, however, determined to use up the left-over wool, which included a full 50gm ball of the dark green, 43 gm of Pale Oak and around 25 gms of Blossom and Russet. I figured that might make two JusticeNet beanies so began with the full green ball. 

It worked well, using up all but about 60cm of the green yarn, which went into the pompom. This result meant I would need to improvise to use the Pale Oak for another beanie. 
                          
I managed it by knitting the band in the contrasting Blossom. As you can see, this is a subltle contrast and will only appeal to someone wanting to blend in! The pompom is made from some 4ply in the same colour that I had left over from a previous project. The scales are clearer in reality than the photo - but they don't stand out boldly.

To further the clean-up of left-over yarn, I finished the beanie from the yarn spun for the first Chapter and Skein Book Club. There is still a bit of yarn left which I am working that into a small bag. I'm now thinking that this set of items might make a raffle prize for a charity.





In the early part of last week, over three nights, there was a close alignment of Venus, Mercury and the Moon, visible to the north-west just after sunset. I looked out for it but each night there was complete cloud cover. As I parked for dinner on Saturday evening I glanced up and saw it! They had moved farther apart but were in a straight line. Venus is just disappearing towards the horizon over the roof of the house on the far left (a tiny dot level with the top of the pink marker line), Mercury is the clear dot about an inch above and to the left and the blurry moon is in the top corner. It's not a spectacular photo, but I'm very pleased to have seen it. 

On Sunday Katherine and I had an Adelaide Chamber Singers concert, a program of folk music at Ayers House. I caught the City Loop bus there and back.  We had front row seats in what proved to be an intimate experience with the conductor within touching distance. 
Much of the early program was familiar, although I hadn't heard Gravedigger. The Ingrian Evenings  nor Three French Chansons. We both enjoyed the concert. I liked the liveliness and sense of fun as the program progressed. A lot of work had clearly gone into creating a very integrated presentation.

I have kept up the antiseptic spray on my re-opened ear piercing and refrained from swimming. I'm considering going to the pool on Friday to walk up and down a lane, which I can do without getting my head wet.  

Today, in the time I would have been swimming, I visited the Mac Centre at Norwood to discuss replacing my iPad Mini which is on its last legs. A Book Club member had said they offer trade-ins. They were very helpful, but I left in a quandary.  They are carrying no stock of Minis, because there is a new version due in September. They will offer no trade-in. I can go to the main Apple Store in the city and buy a current same-capacity model, with trade-in, or I can wait for the new model (the Mac Centre staff recommendation). I could probably get higher storage if I do that. I doubt my current one will last another three months. I do have a regular size iPad as well. Thinking about it.

Later in the day I walked to the Post Office and back rather than waiting to call in when I was out driving tomorrow. A small gesture of exercise replacement. Ironically, the parcel I picked up is a cake of shampoo and one of conditioner, which I bought to use when showering at the pool!

These evening I have given myself a break from knitting and begun stitching a Corinne Lapiere mouse.  It's nice to hold something completed in an evening. There are, however some accessories to come.

There's more music to come this coming weekend - and, no doubt, knitting! 





Tuesday, 16 September 2025

Post 603 Quite a busy week

It's warming up, shifting between 16C and 24C from day to day. There is still a lot of cloud around which sometimes makes for a decent sunset, or at least some lovely light play.

Wednesday was busy.  At WES Group the Guild Office Manager, who is not a hand embroiderer, told us about her passion, hobby and small business in cork fabric.
She  brought lots of examples, both of the fabric and of things she has made. The cork is harvested from trees, which are then left for 8 years to regrow their bark, while the harvested cork goes through a secret process to emerge as rolls of fabric which can be dyed, stamped, stitched and polished. There was a lot of interest.

I managed to grab some lunch with a friend before writing up the meeting summary and heading to Kilkenny where Fionn had cooked a magnificent pasta dish with prawns, cherry tomatoes, shllots, lemon, parsley, anchovies and white wine . A wonderful way to end a busy and happy day.

I shopped for moussaka ingredients on Friday, as time on the weekend was largely spoken for. I cooked it on Saturday while waiting for visitors who had been inspecting the apartment two floors below mine, which is on the market. Downsizing is a scary business.  There were only three of us for dinner that night and Katherine and Niamh made their fabulous pizzas.
I had a class at the Guild on Sunday - Carol Mullan's pattern darning name badge pouch. I don't need a name badge pouch, but I like the technique and the smallness of the project. It is also a chance to catch up with Guild friends I don't otherwise see.

Unfortunately, although I searched my email archive, the only instructions I had for the class mentioned a kit, so I assumed there would be one. This proved not to be the case. Somehow I had missed an updated instruction to bring linen and threads. Carol is a great teacher, phased by nothing. We sourced some linen in the trading table and a roll of perle8, in the darkest shade I could find (!). After about an hour of struggling, we worked out the linen was 30 count, not the recommended 28. Carol produced a small piece of 28 and I started again. By 2pm I'd had enough, eyes and back protesting. I had completed 30 of the 90 pattern rows. I'm thinking I might finish it in a darker shade, then fold it into a small pouch for a pair of earings, using the pale section as the closure flap. If I finish it..

On Monday morning I moved my car into the street before 7am, then moved it just before 11 for the electrician, who arrived to re-install the kitchen exhaust fan. This involved removing the unit, then stripping away a row of tiles on the wall behind and re-installing. It took 2 hours and involved a lot of adjustment along the way in order to ensureit fitted far enough back for the doors to close   



Eventually the doors went back on and closed. It still needs a panel to cover the unit inside the cupboard. That's a job for a carpenter, so I need to contact Will.
Just as well I’d prepared the moussaka. I had time to dash out for bread and milk, make a salad for the 7 of us who fronted for dinner.  Great to have so many here.
 It’s time to work on something more substantial in both embroidery and knitting so I  framed up a tapestry cushion on my Lowry. I'm partial to a bluebird. I haven't done much of it as yet. I also got out a knitting project - a cardigan in a cotton/alpaca mix - 8 skeins.

I. went looking for my swift to wind the yarn into balls. I ended up cleaning out my craft wardrobe. It wasn’t there, nor in any other possible place. I’ve no doubt left it somewhere or loaned it to someone after last using it-  a few years ago now. I don’t mind winding skeins, but with the number I have, I need something other than a chair back to hold the skein as I wind. The simple 
Amish swift was perfect. 
I tried to source another one. They are no longer available in Adelaide, and most online shops list them as either discontinued or not in stock. I found a Melbourne company with stock and ordered one, which arrived today, an hour or so before my podiatry appointment. I set it up immediately and began winding. I love the rhythm of turning. I now have 4 balls wound.  I had to interrupt my winding for a visit from Shaun the Geek - the name given to a tech assistant recommended by my electrician.  I wanted a check of my internet set up, wifi, modem and tv. Shaun was terrific. My modem is operating well. He is going to source and price a back-up system to replace the discontinued Apple Airport. He agrees it would help to update my television - something I've been putting off. Once I've done that he will update the whole system for me. He was relaxed, informative and unhurried, I'm pleased and relieved. Now to decide on a TV replacement.

When I am tired, as I was after yesterday’s effort, it is easier to knit a beanie than to work on the tapestry. I've made two more beanies for the team, and one for selling. These are in 16 ply, so knit up quickly. I've modified the pattern to fewer stitches and only two sets of scales on each. They are still roomy. The yellow is a bit of a statement.

It's been a busy, and productive week. I've felt stressed through much of it - repairs and updates to the apartment are routine and to be expected, but on my own I worry about them. I feel a lot lighter tonight.



Tuesday, 8 July 2025

Post593 Ticking off lists and testing

Wednesday was very cold for Adelaide. I stayed in, washed sheets and a jumper, read the fourth book in the Inspector David Grahame series and progressed the Glazig Butterfly embroidery. 

Thursday, however, was a different matter. I had an 8.45am appointment with my endodontist to finish the four root canals begun in May, so I broke my no-food-before 8am rule, suspecting, correctly, it would be several hours before I could eat. The tooth had to be opened up, cleaned out again and filled with the permanent gutta-percha and sealant. A couple of X-rays later and all was well. 
I came home spent an hour on the Butterfly embroidery and sealed up the box of plastic recycling that has stood next to my laundry door for 7 months. I wrote about it when I bought it in early December last year. I calculated that if I could make it last six months I’d regard it as worthwhile. It has comfortably lasted seven months. I could probably have pushed it to hold a little more. It weighed 4.2 kg. It was awkward to handle, and I used a lot of packaging tape to ensure it didn’t burst open, but there was no trouble depositing it at the post office with its prepaid label. I had already bought the next box when the company had an Earth Day 30% discount. It is working out at $23 a month to recycle my 600gm of soft plastic. I’d prefer it to be less, but I’ll continue. It seems fair that I should take some responsibility for dealing with my detritus. I'm aiming to make the next one last 8 months. In the meantime, local councils are slowly sourcing recycling services. Hopefully this is the last one I have to buy.

From the post office I went to Pilates, experiencing no ill effects from the dental treatment, then to the Brickworks to pick up a copy of the second in the NZ Bookshop detective series and the latest Margaret Hickey An Ill Wind. I took the opportunity to drop into Tony and Marks for breakfast grapes (ending up with three packets of stunning biscuits, 2 avocados, and two packets nuts and seeds as well) before
swinging past the Guild to drop off my pink silk lipstick holder and the wooden cotton reels I had promised Christine. This got me home right on 3pm, unfortunately just too late to have lunch at A Prayer for the Wild at Heart but in time to bring in the washing that had been out for 30 hours. I do like a day where the to-do list gets ticked off! It is not lost on me that my first excursion after posting the soft plastic recycling resulted in plastic bags with grapes, biscuits, nuts and seeds.

After all that activity, I settled in to finish the Glazig butterfly I mentioned last week.. I finished the embroidery and spent much of Friday constructing a bag with it. I am delighted with the result which is written up in my embroidery blog.









From there I moved on to those Japanese fabric remnants I mentioned last week. I spent most of the weekend cutting, ironing, machining, threading drawstrings and adding stoppers to the drawstrings. The plan I had to visit the Australian Women Artists' Exhibition at the Art Galley went by the board. I now have 21 lovely bags ready to contain gifts when occasions arise. Again, details in my embroidery blog.








In between, I gave my eyes a bit of a break by knitting another Scales of Justice Beanie. I now have ten ready for next year's walk.
Yesterday the herbal insect-repellants I ordered from Bell Art arrived. I want to make sure these beanies survive the ten months to the next Walk for Justice. They are now stashed in this bag with a couple of Kakadu Plum repellant blocks protecting them.
By Saturday my Adelaide family had all recovered from their encounter with COVID so I had a very relaxed evening with those not at an 18th birthday party. 
I woke yesterday with a sore throat and, in view of the upcoming WES meeting and all the effort that's gone into swapping and preparing my Celtic presentation, I was mildly panicked. Would I have to cancel?
Before 6am I was attempting to administer a Covid test to my self in bed. Unsurprisingly, the test didn't work. Around 8 I got up and administered a test properly, getting a negative result. I made myself a hot lemon drink with honey, and settled to read and advance the left-over Rowan wool shawl I started last year. I drank tea rather than coffee throughout the day. In the afternoon I ventured to the Chemist to purchase a test kit for Covid, RSV and Flu A & B. To my relief, the test was negative for all of them. It seems I have at worst, a head cold.

I have stayed inside all day today, drinking more hot lemon, tea and soup. I have an occasional cough and sneeze but my throat is less sore, so I'm hopeful I'll be OK for tomorrow. I have had a coffee this afternoon, so must be on the mend.
I also retrieved the Scwalm masterpiece I began in Carol Mullan's workshop in May. I have never tried Schwalm. We made and traced templates on to our linen. I hsd drawn myself a flannel flower and begun to outline the leaf in coral knots. Today I completed the coral knots around the whole thing, 

I am now about to work a row of chain stitch inside the coral knots. After that, I need to consult the book (also acquired at the workshop). 

It's a bit hard on the eyes, so I will alternate with knitting - that's after more lemon and checking my Celtic Embroidery PowerPoint.

Tuesday, 17 June 2025

Post590 Do I dare?

         
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We had another good meeting of the WES Group last Wednesday. The Guild property was awash with activity in preparation for a Garage Sale on Saturday. The library team were meeting as usual but also sorting spare books for the Garage Sale. Phyllis and I snagged the last two on-site parking spaces and several members had to hunt for street parking, not easy with a building site in the block and tradie vehicles parked all along the street. Barbara Mullan showed us maps and photos from her trips to villages in NE India. For me the highlight was the superb collection of textiles she has accumulated along the way. It was no small feat to bring them along and pack them up again at the end.
We did, however, leave the place very clean and tidy. 

That night I captured the moonrise (unrelated fact!).
Because members of the Guild Executive were working alongside our meeting we learned that when the Guild’s new laptop arrives for the Gallery we will not have access to it, but the old one is being gifted to our group. This will work for a while but has spurred me on to explore the possibility of projecting from a laptop to a portable monitor so we can gather more intimately around a table. Much of my week has been spent exploring this, talking it over with our WES computer guru and two knowledgeable OfficeWorks sales assistants.

On Saturday morning I purchased an 18 1/2” monitor which connected to and operated directly from a laptop without needing to be plugged in, obviating the need for electrical testing and tagging, which was proving very difficult to organise. An hour later, while at the Guild’s Garage Sale (with Noisy Miners making their presence felt), I learned the Guild had several tagged and tested powerboards into which it is permitted to plug untagged equipment. After a bit more consultation with our guru, I returned the monitor and swapped it for a 27” one, better for group viewing.
On Sunday I plucked up courage to try the monitor. I got it assembled OK but the connection to my Mac proved elusive. While the HDMI cable fitted, the laptop and cable didn’t recognise each other. I tried the trouble shooting instructions, but no luck. I found it disheartening   

In the meantime, my coffee machine showed the cleaning sign. When I tried to follow the instructions, it displayed both the 'change filter' and the 'descale' signs- contradictory. I changed the filter, but nothing else changed. The manual says these two symbols together mean the machine is cold and needs wrapping in a blanket! The apartment temperature was 23C. I turned it on and off several times. It now indicated the bean container was empty. Nonsense! Further disheartened. Now I had two machines not working and speaking foreign languages. I did get the washing done, a couple of plants potted, chicken Marylands marinating,  rice cooked and in the fridge to dry out. 

On Monday I took the coffee machine back to Jura for service. There were varying opinions from the 2 sales assistants. I refused point blank to take it home to try any of their ideas. The machine awaits a technician. At the moment I don't care if I never see it again, and my plunger is getting a workout.

Last night, after dinner for 7, Fionn enthusiastically tackled the laptop to monitor connection, and achieved it in about 6 minutes. It appears the spare USB converter I keep on my laptop prevented the monitor cord connecting to the adjacent port.  Once we removed the Comsol USB converter, the monitor was happy to connect via the adjacent port and, after a bit of work with an awkward control toggle on the back of the monitor, we were in business.

I was over the moon. Fionn is my hero! I played with it for a bit after the troops left, but haven't yet tried to do it from scratch. Tomorrow Margaret and I are getting together to sort it out, and hopefully finish confident we can reproduce a display at the Guild from both an Apple and an Android machine. I have not as yet removed the clear film from the screen, just in case...

I did, however, after dropping off some Art works at Pack and Send for my brother, trek to Spotlight and buy fabric, webbing and buckles to make a carry bag for the screen.  Am I insane?

Fionn also tried on my supersized beanies for me. He has a reasonably large head. 

With Georgia's help we figured out the largest one (the not-a-teacosy) would be improved my folding the band in half. I'm going to stitch it down so it stays in place.

The 16 ply knits quickly and is certainly warm. These are anticipating more walkers next year.

I found time this afternoon to sit in the afternoon sun for half an hour doing Wordle and a couple of other puzzles. The  balcony is feeling good at the moment.

I feel relieved and thankful that I have support from family, friends, finance and businesses to keep following ideas. I fear (literally) that I am losing my grasp of changing technology and that will limit my output. That's scary, but help is obviously at hand. 

For now I shall try, in my small way, to keep disturbing, in the hope of improving, my little bit of the universe.


Tuesday, 20 May 2025

Post 586 Mostly knitting

Three personal events dominated this week, with Pilates on Thursday and dinner on Saturday providing sanity breaks. The three events were the World Embroidery Study Group meeting on Wednesday, 70 minutes in a dentist chair on Friday, and today's deadline for my Walk for Justice beanies.

In between the sun and the moon rose and set, the carpet was strewn with scraps of wool and biscuit crumbs and the coffee machine worked overtime as I knitted beanies, while listening to the radio, or to the television. I haven't read the Book Club picks for next Sunday, the pots haven't been fertilised or repotted, I bought Dulwich Bakery pies for Monday's family dinner, and there are knitting and embroidery projects waiting attention.

The Evil Eye had a go at stopping our WES meeting. The  Guild Office Manager, tasked with setting up the laptop and projector for us, notified me at 7.30am that she was ill. One regular member of our group has a key to the equipment cupboard, but when I contacted her at 8.15am, her car was out of action and she couldn't get there. I offered to pick her up along with the key. 
When we arrived just after 10 and opened up the cupboard,  an essential connecting cord was missing.  Our tech guru could find no substitute anywhere on the premises. Fortunately I had my laptop with me - operating on battery only. We reorganised ourselves around the lunch table, me in one corner with my 13” laptop pointing towards the 15 gathered faces. We managed. It was a lively meeting - some said the best we've had. People loved the intimacy, the ease of hearing, the sharing and discussion. I'm now considering buying a 17 1/2" smart photo frame to conduct future meetings in a similar way.
In summary, the Evil Eye is a concept at least 4000 years old and consistent across cultures of Europe, Africa, Asia, Oceania and the Americas. It is the notion that evil can be transmitted by a glance, from eye to eye and always derives from envy. The concept that envy is dangerous underpins the Evil Eye in all cultures. Not only does it mean the envious might seek to take what they covert, but if you allow envy into your heart or mind, it will harm your very being. Amulets, symbols, materials and placement protect from the Evil Eye. Basically they distract so the evil will not focus on, and enter, your eye. They often take the form of an eye - frequently blue in southern Mediterranean societies, because blue eyes were rarer and therefore more likely to attract the Evil Eye’s attention, deflecting it from its target. In some societies red was the predominant distracting colour.

Mirrors (including shisha) not only distract the evil eye, but reflect the evil back to the transmitter. As with other amulets, they are placed above doors , entrances and around the openings on clothing.  It is envy as the underlying evil that distinguishes the Evil Eye from other sources of evil and associated  amulets.

Seafaring nations have long used opercula, or Cats Eyes, as amulets to ward off the Evil Eye. I wear one in a ring. It was given to me when I was 8 by my Uncle Sid, amongst a shell collection he brought back from New Guinea after WWII. My mother put it aside because it was such a good example and returned it to me on her deathbed. I wear it most days, to honour both my mother and my uncle- and just in case.

It, and the power of community, served me well on Wednesday. We overcame the obstacles thrown in our path, to have a most successful meeting.
My 4 root canals are now clean and disinfected. There were no complications and I return in 5 weeks time to have them filled.

The Walk for Justice took place this morning, an all-round success. The AG's team was fully equipped with beanies to deal with the 7.30am 6C temperature.

I've had a rewarding time knitting the beanies. Now the walk is over, the details are in my embroidery blog. I've learnt quite a lot, thought healing thoughts for my friend ill in hospital, staying warm and in the moment. 

I'm feeling protected, blessed and engaged.